I started this month with high hopes, I imagined that we would spend a little time each day being together, creating things, baking, cooking, painting, just being mother and daughter. I called it our 24 day advent of activities and planned to follow through with my idea.
I promised to keep you entertained and happy with activities, well baby, I failed. We haven’t done a proper activity for a small while now, life has gotten in the way. I have been poorly, you have been poorly, together we have been really under the weather. Christmas is coming quick this year and I have had my mind on preparing for that. I feel like I have let you down a little, but I know in my heart that you are still happy and you don’t need me to sit with you each day to prove that I love you.
I will always do my very best to keep my promises but there may be times I let you down.
I want you to know that I love you, I will not intentionally break a promise to you not now or ever.
Willow, you are my world and you and your dad are the best things that happened to me, as long as you are happy and healthy, warm and dry, fed and watered and clean, I know you will forgive me for not keeping to my promises.
I’ll love you forever my darling girl.